Tough Luck

After Friday I literally felt like this.

HAHA.

its true.

SO this friday for worship i kinda like really failed.

like i came in at wrong times,

TOTALLY forgot to signal,

and it was just bad.

and it was really humbling i honestly have to tell you.

i mean i think we all have to hit bottom sometime.

and my team has had a string of really good weeks.

and i do completely take the blame for this week.

what happened was that i lost the second song kinda of.

and i kinda panicked and my dad was in the front row,

so i kinda panicked more,

and i just lost all concentration,

and i literally like kinda shut down.

and it really showed me that i really CANNOT do it if im not focused on him.

like it WILL fail.

that whole “man cannot live on bread alone but on the word of God” is so TRUE.

without God it just isnt what it should be.

and so after my “failure” i had a half meltdown?

i think its also due to some female hormones…hehe if you get what i mean.

but i my team was really good to me.

really supportive.

no condemnation.

so i really can say im blessed and the next day i woke up feeling like this:

HAHAHAHA.

well if you dont get it i felt happy and at peace.

So that was friday.

on WEDNESDAY WAS MY DAD’S BIRTHDAY.

ohh yeahh

Happy Birthday Dad!

I am really blessed that you are in my life and i love you so much!

(:

OH OH AND ON FRIDAY I GOT MY PICTURE WITH VALENTINO

OMI WORD.

he’s so adorable.

He eats a lot.

and he’s very proud of it.

this is him with his nugget.

He eats like six of those.

And then he eats lunch,

and then maybe an ice cream cone or a coke.

SOO ADORABLE.

So um yeahh.

I hope you guys have a beautiful week ahead of you.

i know i will because i have noo SAT class.

woo.hooo.

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